Are you happy mom?
Are you happy you left us?
The last words you said to Kylie were, “I will see you very soon.”
That was 4 years ago. You still haven’t seen her.
Last time you saw her, you were falling all over the place, drunk.
We were just at a fair, you couldn’t contain yourself for an hour?
You abandoned me when I was a little younger, that’s one thing.
On top of that, you abandoned my beautiful babygirl.
You know she still asks about you?
“Mom, what about your mom?”
I still till this day have no idea what to tell her. I’ve been trying to come up with an answer for quite sometime now.
At one point I didn’t think I deserved you in my life.
Fuck that, you just didn’t deserve me in yours. Now my points are valid.
You missed out on my beautiful daughters.
You don’t even know their voices, their goofy attitudes, the laughs that would make your heart melt. The dreams they have…yeah your not in them.
Your a stranger. You made it this way.
My youngest never even met you.
Penelope is too young to understand.
Is this what you wanted? Because you accomplished that, didn’t you?
There’s no laughs, no pushing on the swings, no giving your grandkids sugar just to hype them up for their parents, no hugs, and no loves. Those grandma kisses you don’t get to experience, but then again neither do they.
Was it worth it?
Was it worth the loss?
Was it worth the beer?
You already hit rock bottom.