I felt like i was going to lose it today, then again I felt this way for the past two weeks. Especially since the school years almost over and I’m not the only one anxious for this summer.
Dont get me wrong I love being a teachers aide, but being around kids 24/7 is draining. I try to be the best mom, teacher, wife, and person I can be. But at the end of the day I either want to sleep or have a delicious Summer Shandy in this beautiful Wisconsin weather. One is an understatement.
I love my life. My husband and I just got married a few months ago after being together for more then 4 years. We have two beautiful kids together, what more could I ask for? Besides a nap..maybe?
To be honest I never thought my life would get this good. I had a hard childhood. I always told myself I will be better then this, and I would like to say I am.
My husband and I went through a lot, and I mean a lot to get to our amazing, trusting, mutually respectful, blooming relationship. I still find it crazy that after being with him for so long we are still learning about each other. I love that.
But with every persons life there is a story and I want to start off with how I met my husband.
I had just turned 18, I decided to make a dating profile, and happened to come across Jon’s page. I INSTANTLY messaged him and was like “why are you even on here!?” All I could think of is there is no reason why he should be on here, he’s so hot. Anyways, he messaged back almost right away and we just hit it off. He gave me butterflies every time he replied to me, I was just this giddy girl. We talked and talked all day and night for 3 days then decided to meet. I was so excited, but so nervous. Never once did I think I was being catfished, I just thought what if this is a whole new chapter in my life? So he calls me and says he’s in my driveway. I go outside (nervous and shaking out of excitement) but he’s not in my driveway. He’s in the neighbors, but I’m not even kidding with you, we made eye contact and I INSTANTLY turned around and said “fuck, that’s the man I’m going to marry”